+ mEnTaL aGe qUiZ +

+ mEnTaL aGe qUiZ +

Done the mental age quiz Lipyung asked me to do. Actually i'd done that before....

2 years ago, it said my mental age was 33......
1 year ago, it said my mental age was 30......
Now? The results shown.... I'm 22!!!!

What happened??
Does it mean I'm getting more and more childish?
Does it mean I'm rejuvenating? Have I accidentally drank from the Fountain of Youth??
Should I be glad or sad?

Of course I should be happy! Why? Not that I'm retaining my youth, because this is mental age, nothing to do with appearance! Because it simply means...
I'm becoming more like myself! I'm BEING myself!!

Yes! I'm sick of being a grown-up! I'm sick of having to take care of all the emotional and physical needs of all the people around me! Why should I take up so much responsibility when I'm even struggling to take care of myself? Muahahaha!

Haiz... of course, being 22 doesn't mean very young, doesn't mean I can behave like childish kids who can't grow up. Still, it's a time at least, to do something for myself. If i'm not going to start now, when? Am I going spend my whole life serving others and letting myself go to waste? Am I only going to start doing something for myself after I'm married and have kids? Nahz.... I won't have the time then too....

So... Just let me be myself yah? Not that letting me go wild or take drugs or what... Of course I know what I'm doing... and of course I know what's right and wrong for me....

But, don't force me to do what I don't want to, don't ask me to think like you (I have my OWN thinking), don't expect me to give you my everything just because I'm me...

Just.....
Let me be......
Myself.....
^_^