+ tHe sEaRcH +

I know I'm dead tired and can't think clearly, but i JUST have to write this down.

Just had a chat with a long time friend. Someone whom i'd always looked up to because she thinks deep. And deep it is. One thing she said just now, which should be enough to let me ponder for a few nights, provided i still remember.

" It's always the minority who has to give in to the world.
If it's you VS the world,
you'll be the one who has to find a place that belongs to you, not the world.
The world will just pass by you. "

This is all i can remember. Well, what can you expect of someone who hadn't slept properly for 2 days n nights? Anyway, somehow i like those phrases. Especially the "the world will just pass by you".

I told her isn't it pathetic? To have to find that place that belongs to ourselves?
What if i can never find it? What if it's too late? what if it never exist?

Then again, true happiness might be in the process of searching for it.
Maybe i'll never find it. Maybe i can find something else along the way. Maybe till the day i die, I can't find it, but i have enjoyed every moment in the search. Maybe i can see the world pass by me. Or maybe it is me who pass by the world, not the world pass me by.
Maybe.... Just maybe....

~~goodnight & sweet dreamz!~~