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+ pEaCe +

The calm before a storm. After the storm? What happens? Calm again.
So when you are experiencing a calm, what does it mean? A storm is coming, or a storm is over?

Peace. When nothing stirs, or after all the overflowing troubles finally die down?

Contentment comes after extreme happiness and sadness. Then when there's nothing to be sad about anymore, is that something to be happy about? Bliss. Content. Peace.

Transformation. A butterfly about to break free? An ugly duckling turning into a swan? Or simply a murderer in the making? Or the beginning to a tragic ending?
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You do something that you like. Perhaps not the best, but probably somewhere average, or at least not the worst. But one day, you simply realise how bad you are at it. So bad, yah, one of the worse, if not the worst. Being bad at something you do, is bad enough. Being poor at something you love, it's wholly pathetic!

Or is it? Still, you'll reach a crossroad. First, start working hard on it and prove to the whole world and yourself, you can do it. You can be one of the best, if not the best! Second, simply dread the feeling of being a failure, so much that you stop doing it altogether. Find something else which you can fare better, but don't really have a passion for. After all, interest can be cultivated.

Any third road? Yes.
You may not be ambitious. You may lack the will. Yet, nothing can keep that fire from burning within you. It's not called Passion for nothing. It may be doused by inferiority, or simply die down with the Winds of Time. But it shall not yield without putting up a good fight, without burning wildly and freely in its own rights.

You may not be the best, but nothing can stop you.
If you can attain this feel in the face of the best. Despite being the worst. Peace. is. with. You.

+ bAcK +

+ bAcK +

I'm back! Safe in a crazy world! Hahaha... The plane was nice... perhaps that's all? Nahz... and the male population there too... kekeke!

By the way, a note to Lipyung. You want me to dedicate an entry to you? There you go! It's in chinese. You should know where to look? It's at "Chinese totz" in my connection links! Ciaoz!

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+ tHe eNd ? +

I'm flying tomorrow. First time. Numb feelings.

If I never return, just wanna tell you all. I love you.
May Happiness and Health always follow you.

My dear mum, dear dad, dear bros; I love you.
My dear friends, dear relatives, dear classmates, dear colleagues, dear schoolmates; Take care. Don't forget me k?
Those who find me irritating, those whom I find irritating; I dun mean to irritate you, nor do I ever want to be irritated by you.

F4, ENERGY, TWINS, S.H.E., Taufik, Olinda, Daniel, Alec: I'll always support you! Continue to jiayou k? Never ever give up!

To THAT someone: I still do. Stay happy. For me.

There's so many things I haven't done nor achieve nor complete.
Would anyone finish them for me?
revolagnam: can you finish that thing for me? It's kept in my little striking yellow notebook. Thank you.
Minz: sorry I can't accompany you to do that stuff anymore. I know you will still have fun without me.

I haven't made up with my friend's bf who hates me. Hey guy, I no longer hate you. Let's just bury all the grudges k?

By the way, if I really don't return, would any of you remember me? Which of me would you not forget? Would you all want me to look for you from another world? Do you want me to chat with you in your dreamz? If one day you all saw me, but realise you can see 'through' me, would you all run away screaming in fear?

Do give a few comments even if I do return. Yeah? I know choi choi choi, but then, juz in case. 0_^